another day, another waste. i've noticed that for the past serveral months i haven't had any ambition to do anything, go anywhere, nothing. I can't see beyond a scope of a couple days ahead or behind at any one time. it feels like i've been stuck in the middle of a week for like... i dunno, 4-5 months. this sucks. i can't remember the little shit, important stuff i can mostly handle, but even that is slipping. i think me and mary j need to spend some time appart, see other people or something. i don't even know what it's like to be me any more. there doesn't seem to be much of "me" left.

-me